um... "starving artist." modelling is the only way i make money. i guess if you wanted to be technical about it, i get no money from my "ART" per se... only modelling. and very little of that... i think i need to step up my work-ethic, which is really hard for a panic-prone,depressed agoraphobic with ADD. my art doesn't sell. i do it because i need to. so it isn't my "job"... but i have no "real job." i don't work that way.i need some sort of government aid... i don't mind being poor... i just need to do my art...to live. it's the only thing that keeps me happy and productive. this is by far the most creative era in my life and i want to expand that, rather than suppress it... i talk too much...
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i guess if you wanted to be technical about it, i get no money from my "ART" per se... only modelling. and very little of that... i think i need to step up my work-ethic, which is really hard for a panic-prone,depressed agoraphobic with ADD.
my art doesn't sell. i do it because i need to. so it isn't my "job"...
but i have no "real job." i don't work that way.i need some sort of government aid...
i don't mind being poor... i just need to do my art...to live. it's the only thing that keeps me happy and productive. this is by far the most creative era in my life and i want to expand that, rather than suppress it...
i talk too much...
It isn't my hobby. I don't do it for the fun of it or for pleasure.
I do it (all of it) because it seems to have become a part of my being, so it is what I do.